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Kinda bored
Mar. 21st, 2024 07:47 pmWas super tired and too bored to do homework yesterday :(
I ended up having a band clinic yesterday and had to stay after school for the second time in a row, but the thing is, I did not even get to stay the entire time! Halfway through I had to leave for a church event. I plan on getting confirmed into my church soon and it is kinda a big deal,but I just don't understand it's significance (yet.)
Today it was kinda a normal day which honestly was a little weird. I went to school then rode the bus back home with no events or interruptions.
I am honestly getting kinda bored of roblox. I really like their new 'The Hunt' thing.but there is not nearly enough time for me and my busy schedule to have fun and get much done, also why did they make a whole new thing instead of just continuing to call it an egg hunt. Speaking of egg hunt, I have been trying to finish CoolMathgame's egg hunt but it's kinda hard lol. The hints are not very helpful but I still have time during school.
I'm thinking about starting to write fics after reading them for like 3 years now. I've almost run out of the fan-fics that have the tags that I normally read! I don' t think I have a very wide vocabulary or a good ability to put what i'm thinking into words. ( ˘︹˘ )
I think I have some form of impostor syndrome. I'm always holding myself back so much it's hurting me, but when I do try to get over it I end up biting off more than I can chew. I really hope one day I can get over it, so I can really reach my potential.
I had a lesson with my harp teacher today. She is really nice, and knows all of my middle and high school phases [6th grade emo phase (╥﹏╥)] I ended up accidentally learning my solo by memory and she was really happy with me. I loved the praise :) I'm glad I like music it is really nice and important to me. I'm listening to options for future solos and really like this one piece. It is called 'Great Day' by Nancy Gustavson. I really hate doing glissandos, but the song is just so catchy It has been on loop! I really hope to learn it soon.
Note: Most of the entries in this journal are written at different times throughout the entire day
I ended up having a band clinic yesterday and had to stay after school for the second time in a row, but the thing is, I did not even get to stay the entire time! Halfway through I had to leave for a church event. I plan on getting confirmed into my church soon and it is kinda a big deal,but I just don't understand it's significance (yet.)
Today it was kinda a normal day which honestly was a little weird. I went to school then rode the bus back home with no events or interruptions.
I am honestly getting kinda bored of roblox. I really like their new 'The Hunt' thing.but there is not nearly enough time for me and my busy schedule to have fun and get much done, also why did they make a whole new thing instead of just continuing to call it an egg hunt. Speaking of egg hunt, I have been trying to finish CoolMathgame's egg hunt but it's kinda hard lol. The hints are not very helpful but I still have time during school.
I'm thinking about starting to write fics after reading them for like 3 years now. I've almost run out of the fan-fics that have the tags that I normally read! I don' t think I have a very wide vocabulary or a good ability to put what i'm thinking into words. ( ˘︹˘ )
I think I have some form of impostor syndrome. I'm always holding myself back so much it's hurting me, but when I do try to get over it I end up biting off more than I can chew. I really hope one day I can get over it, so I can really reach my potential.
I had a lesson with my harp teacher today. She is really nice, and knows all of my middle and high school phases [6th grade emo phase (╥﹏╥)] I ended up accidentally learning my solo by memory and she was really happy with me. I loved the praise :) I'm glad I like music it is really nice and important to me. I'm listening to options for future solos and really like this one piece. It is called 'Great Day' by Nancy Gustavson. I really hate doing glissandos, but the song is just so catchy It has been on loop! I really hope to learn it soon.
Note: Most of the entries in this journal are written at different times throughout the entire day
