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Mar. 25th, 2024 07:44 pm
snarzzy: Tomoko from 'Watamote' (Tomoko)
 The work is piling up and I don't know what to do. I tell myself that I have been working hard, but I'm not sure I believe myself anymore. I don't think I have ever had to ask so many people for help and answer to things that I would normally understand. I said that I would get all the work from last week but ended up disregarding the work for commitments I had already planned for the weekend.

I finally got the motivation to start writing and created the google doc. I tend to read some pretty long fics very quickly so I'm holding myself to a higher standard than usual and plan to get a minimum of 1k words. It is actually for a fandom that I haven't actually watched the show so i'm definitely trying to find a way to watch it or at least get most of the lore right (╥﹏╥) 

The fandom I'm writing for is mha and I know most of the lore from fanfic, memes, and just their forums and stuff. It is definitely not the most reliable resources for finding the lore, but I've taken a liking to what the fandom creates with the characters more than their original lore.

The premise of the fic I'm writing is if Iida ended up killing Stain and enjoyed it, but everyone else doesn't know that. It is definitely a work in progress and I'm not sure where I'm gonna go with it lol. Idk why but I have always been obsessed with stories where innocent people end up being pretty dark and morally grey even if it is kinda odd and stereotypical. I might update if I ever figure out what the plot for my fic will be be or if I ever finish it at all. 

I have been listening to a lot of different music lately from video game ost's, classical, jazz, indie, alternative & psychedelic rock, and even pop which is not that often. The things I've listened to on loop is probably a bunch of TV Girl and The Doors. The Doors came back into my music because of one of my friends. I don't see her often but she always plays Pink Floyd and The Doors which is fun :) For some reason TV Girl began flooding my feed and is it definitely gonna put me into another deep TV Girl phase (Not that I'm against it (👍≖‿‿≖)👍 )
snarzzy: Ame-chan from 'Needy Girl Overdose' in a suit (Ame in suit)
Was super tired and too bored to do homework yesterday :(

I ended up having a band clinic yesterday and had to stay after school for the second time in a row, but the thing is, I did not even get to stay the entire time! Halfway through I had to leave for a church event. I plan on getting confirmed into my church soon and it is kinda a big deal,but I just don't understand it's significance (yet.)

Today it was kinda a normal day which honestly was a little weird. I went to school then rode the bus back home with no events or interruptions. 

I am honestly getting kinda bored of roblox. I really like their new 'The Hunt' thing.but there is not nearly enough time for me and my busy schedule to have fun and get much done, also why did they make a whole new thing instead of just continuing to call it an egg hunt. Speaking of egg hunt, I have been trying to finish CoolMathgame's egg hunt but it's kinda hard lol. The hints are not very helpful but I still have time during school.

I'm thinking about starting to write fics after reading them for like 3 years now. I've almost run out of the fan-fics that have the tags that I normally read! I don' t think I have a very wide vocabulary or a good ability to put what i'm thinking into words. ( ˘︹˘ )

I think I have some form of impostor syndrome. I'm always holding myself back so much it's hurting me, but when I do try to get over it I end up biting off more than I can chew. I really hope one day I can get over it, so I can really reach my potential.

I had a lesson with my harp teacher today. She is really nice, and knows all of my middle and high school phases [6th grade emo phase (╥﹏╥)] I ended up accidentally learning my solo by memory and she was really happy with me. I loved the praise :) I'm glad I like music it is really nice and important to me. I'm listening to options for future solos and really like this one piece. It is called 'Great Day' by Nancy Gustavson. I really hate doing glissandos, but the song is just so catchy It has been on loop! I really hope to learn it soon.

Note: Most of the entries in this journal are written at different times throughout the entire day

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